It’s crazy to see the difference in the songs I make, depending on how I feel. The emotion creates so much life and feeling behind every note sometimes it hits me harder than i feel it should. But that means it hits 3X harder for someone else. I actually wrote some songs for some people lately and I’m beginning to notice each one has it’s own feel. I can’t wait to give these tracks to the people they are men’t for. I want them to feel what i feel.
but it will kill you
Do I regret it? No
I learned something truly horrifying about myself today
and I don’t know what to do.